(This is a continuation of my last two journal)

So, I've run into so many problems this weekend. I finally got the sketch for the picture I'm going to submit to "Manga Without Borders 2" and it came out really good (imo). So I went to ink it, on my last sheet of copic paper. The inking came out great.

I went to go color it.

And it crashed and burned.

ON MY LAST SHEET OF COPIC PAPER!

So I told myself not to panic, that I can always order more and have it shipped with priority. But I fogot about Memorial day and how that puts all shipping off. So That didn't work.

So then I said, "oh. Well, I'll just CG it."
I've CG'd once before (not including my Christmas Picture, Kevin), so I was a bit worried about it's outcome. It's....ok-ish. But I'll only use it as a lst resort.

So then, I said, "Well, why not watercolor it?"
I did.
Also a last resort.

So now I'm down to one last medium, my precious prisma colored pencils.
The only thing I'm worried about now is screwing it up with my blender.

But then there's exams. I'm going to be spending as much time tomorrow as I can studying. So I won't have time to color it. Maybe if I have time after exams. But I want to be able focus on them 100% so I can get a good grade. I can't do that while worrying about a picture that's failed my 3 times in the coloring stage.

Well, what I'm basically saying is that I need encouargement. Lots of ecouragement.

Also, guys are tough. But hey, he made his choice, and I'm done competing when I've already lost. I said from the beginning "May the best girl win," and she did. So, yeah.

I know she'll never see this, but I want to get it off my chest anyway.

You better enjoy the time you have with him while you've got it. He's one of the greatest, funniest, nicest guys out there. So don't you DARE keep chasing after that idiot who knows nothing about a girl's feelings, because he obviosly only wants a girlfreind just to have one.

He also moves on quickly, I learned that the heard way, by losing to you. So take your chance NOW, and don't lose him to someone even worse than you. I'm still in shock that he likes you, but hey. What can you do.

He also has a list. And watch out, cause I'M STILL ON IT!
I still have a (slim to none) chance. So if you don't make a move, I will. He may hate me, and he may think I'm the most annoying girl out there, but I can still try.

That's all.
Shelby