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I Give Up

Mon Sep 21, 2009, 2:26 PM
  • Mood: Neglect
  • Listening to: Scorpion Flower by Moonspell
  • Reading: Tsubasa, Hot Gimmick, Hana Kimi, Uglies
  • Watching: Hetalia 2, Shangri-La, Phantom Requiem, Umineko
  • Playing: Katamari Damacy
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing
Nothing's going right.
I'm emotionaly drained.
Oh, and, nothing's going right.

I was already in a bad mood today.
Volleyball pushed me over the edge.
I hate you, Coach Crouse. (I'll mess up YOUR rythm, you jerk!)

Sorry.
I'm just in a bad mood again.
Maybe I'm PMSing late.
Either way.
Just give me a day or two.

God I'm hopeless.
Won't say why; It's embarassing.

Also, I have a serious question:
Why is it that when everyone is around, I always get this urge to cry, but when I'm alone I can't cry at all? I have to fight to hold it in half the time. And I hate crying in front of people.

Till next time,
Shelby

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~sakurita752 Sep 21, 2009, 4:07:54 PM
omg about the question, its the same for me!
i dont kno y...
srry it didnt even help, just wanted u to ko ur not alone
:hug:

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~sleepyhead212 Sep 22, 2009, 12:04:31 PM
whoa..if u want to cry u can cry if u want :)

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~DPikachuZX Sep 22, 2009, 12:37:21 PM
Aw, poor you. I think I might know the answer to your question. Emotions are more triggered by surrounding people because you (even though you don't realize it) feel more pressured then when your alone. Also, you shouldn't hate to cry in front of people. Its emotion, and thats what makes us human. God gave it to use so that we can let out. Its for you to feel more and eventually retain some comfort.

I hope you feel better, Your too much of a nice person to be put in such a sorrowful position.

I also hope this helps in anyway it can. Hey, u can even laugh at how stupid this is if it makes you feel better.

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~Surustu Sep 22, 2009, 12:41:58 PM
It helped a lot! Thank you~

I'm feeling a little bit better, but I'm still kinda glum.
I'd say why but then I'd sound like an even more selfish version of Eden. XD

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~Surustu Sep 22, 2009, 12:44:07 PM
:stupidme:

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~Surustu Sep 22, 2009, 12:44:23 PM
aw. Thank you. :)

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~Surustu Sep 22, 2009, 12:49:07 PM
Wow. That actually wasn't stupid at all.
That was just about one of the most awesome things I've ever heard out of a guy's mouth (I wsih your bunch would say stuff like this more often!!). Geez. That was cool.
I don't think anyone will be able to top that for a WHILE. :clap:

Whack the frog...I don't even know what to say. That was beautiful. You get 10 billion points, and a square Pac-Man. :)

That actually did make me feel better though. Thanks a lot. :hug:

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~sakurita752 Sep 22, 2009, 1:16:49 PM
lolz

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